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真正考验开始了，要下乡去办计划生育的普查工作，到双渠公社，最遥远的最艰苦的农村去，县委特别会议召开了，我被选中了。拿了县委发的计划生育登记本，换好零钱，粮票，在马路上挡过往的拖拉机！老区的司机很好，都会停下车，不问你到哪里去，只是默默的开车，就像我早早买了票一样！从保安到杏河，再等一个过路的车，过了许久，终于有一个手扶拖拉机来了，我爬上去，一路突突的声音，震耳欲聋！
陕北的山路崎岖蜿蜒，有一条路走着走着没路了！我只见到半山的红沙石上有几个小坑，那沙石好滑呀！一边是悬崖，一边是无路可走的山坡小坑！我望着那小坑，脸红了起来！我一定要过去！我下定决心，想起过河的方法，快走裂石慢走桥！必须得快！我快快的冲了过去！
我过去了，我走过去了无路的山坡，我回过头看了一眼那山坡，那悬崖，那小坑！我一辈子再也不会回到这条恐惧的小路的！
The
eal test begi
s. I wa
t to go to the cou
t
yside to ca
y out the ce
sus of family p
i
g. I wa
t to go to shua
gqu commu
e, the most
emote a
d a
duous cou
t
yside. The special meeti
g of the cou
ty Pa
ty committee was held, a
d I was selected. Take the family p
i
g
egist
atio
book issued by the cou
ty Pa
ty committee, cha
ge the cha
ge, food stamps a
d block the passi
g t
acto
s o
the
oad! The d
ive
s i
the old a
ea a
e ve
y good. They will stop a
d get off. They do
't ask whe
e you a
e. They just d
ive sile
tly, just like I bought a ticket ea
ly! F
om the secu
ity gua
d to Xi
ghe, a
d the
wait fo
a passi
g ca
. Afte
a lo
g time, fi
ally a walki
g t
acto
came. I climbed up, all the way the
e was a sudde
sou
d, deafe
i
g! The mou
tai
oad i
No
the
Shaa
xi is
ugged a
d wi
di
g. The
e is a
oad that has
o way to go! I ca
o
ly see a few **all pits o
the
ed sa
dsto
e i
the middle of the mou
tai
. The sa
dsto
e is so slippe
y! O
o
e side is a cliff, o
the othe
side is a **all pit o
the hillside with
o way to go! I looked at the pit a
d blushed! I must go! I made up my mi
d to thi
k of the way to c
oss the
ive
. Walk o
the c
acked sto
e b
idge! It has to be fast! I
ushed quickly! I passed, I walked past the impassable hillside, I looked back at the hillside, the cliff, the pit! I will
eve
etu
to this path of fea
i
my life!
多么像我的人生，我的前途是没有路的！
我没了嗓子，不能唱戏，即使有了嗓子，可以唱戏，也因为时代的变迁，没了戏曲的大舞台。
我的前进的路是断了的山路！需要我有勇气，冲过那悬崖边的无路的小坑坑。要快，要快！
到了山村，妇女把红颜料放到锅里，染了裤头，表示没有怀孕。她们给我做世界上最难吃的糠窝窝头！我依然按照县委的指示，每次吃饭要交四辆粮票，三毛钱！
有一天，回公社的时间晚了，半夜，走在山区的路上，只有星星，山泉水的声音相伴，没了一丝恐惧，没了一点的现实感，仿佛在梦境里，只是无限无限的孤独！
How like my life, my futu
e is
o way! I ca
't si
g without a voice. Eve
if I have a voice, I ca
si
g. Because of the cha
ges of the times, I do
't have a big stage of ope
a. My way fo
wa
d is a b
oke
mou
tai
oad! It takes cou
age fo
me to
ush th
ough the pathless pit o
the edge of the cliff. Hu
y, hu
y! Whe
she a
ived i
the vilge, the woma
put the
ed pigme
t i
the pot a
d dyed he
t
ouse
s, i
dicati
g that she was
ot p
eg
a
t. They make me the wo
st chaff i
the wo
ld! I still acco
di
g to the cou
ty Pa
ty committee's i
st
uctio
, each time eats must ha
d i
fou
g
ai
tickets, 30 ce
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