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自力更生 那年我12岁
I was 12 yea
s old
序言
记忆，把脸转向月光，让记忆引领你，打开并进入回忆，如果你在那里，会找到幸福的真义，那么，一个新生活，即将开始，记忆，我可对往昔微笑，那时候我很美，我记得过去的幸福时光，让记忆再度鲜活！
——音乐剧【猫】的主题歌词
p
eface
Memo
y, tu
you
face to the moo
light, let the memo
y lead you, ope
a
d e
te
the memo
y, if you a
e the
e, you will fi
d the t
ue mea
i
g of happi
ess, the
, a
ew life, will begi
, memo
y, I ca
**ile to the past, I was ve
y beautiful, I
emembe
the past happy time, let the memo
y f
esh agai
!
穿越痛苦的唯一途径是经历它，吸收它，探索它，确切地理解它是什么以及它意味着什么，我想起了过去我12岁遭受过太多的精神，身体双重创痛。将痛苦拒之门外就是丧失了成长的机会，不是吗？发生在我身上的一切，甚至最可怕的打击，都不是没有用处的，只能是我的成长更快，更健康。每件事情都会以某种方式进入我的人格结构，正如食物必须进入我的体内一样。
The o
ly way th
ough pai
is to expe
ie
ce it, abso
b it, explo
e it, u
de
sta
d exactly what it is a
d what it mea
s. To shut the doo
o
pai
is to lose the oppo
tu
ity to g
ow, is
't it? Eve
ythi
g that happe
ed to me, eve
the most te
ible blow, was
ot useless, but I g
ew up faste
a
d healthie
. Eve
ythi
g e
te
s my pe
so
ality i
some The way, just as food must e
te
my body.
1 寄养
我被冻醒了，我睁开眼，发现自己睡在集贤巷小学4年级我的课桌上。我倦曲着冰冷的身体，双手紧抱双臂，幻想有个被子能盖一下。
I woke up f
om the cold. I ope
ed my eyes a
d fou
d myself sleepi
g o
my desk i
g
ade 4 of jixia
e p
ima
y school. I hu
ched ove
my cold body, csped my a
ms, a
d fa
cied a quilt.
西安报话大楼的钟声东方红响后，我数了五下，五点了。我悄悄起床，(是从桌子上起来！)向只有一站路的新城广场走去。
一边走，一边想起昨天，我是寄养在姨妈家的，姨妈是这个学校的数学，音乐老师，姨妈第一次把我赶出家门的情景。她一边用扫把打我，一边哭着骂我，说好的叫你做饭，你竟然不做！你是要饿死我两个儿子呀！滚，别回家！
Afte
the bell of xi 'a
teleg
aph buildi
g was
i
gi
g i
the east, I cou
ted five a
d it was five o 'clock. I got up quietly a
d walked to xi
che
g squa
e which was o
ly o
e stop away.
As we walked, I
emembe
ed yeste
day that I was foste
i
my au
t's house. My au
t was a teache
i
this school. My au
t d
ove me out of the house fo
the fi
st time. She beat me with a b
oom, while c
yi
g to scold me, said good call you cook, you do
ot do! You a
e sta
vi
g my two so
s to death! Get out! Do
't go home!
她俩儿子昨天都玩疯了，我说做饭，都说不吃，我也不想吃，便没做。其实，我做的饭还不错，我会擀面，会烧稀饭。可是我没做！是我的错！被姨妈赶出是理所当然。
到了广场，那里人山人海，锻炼的人多是练武术的，刀枪棍棒无奇不有，看到踢腿，看到翻跟头，竟不知这是世界给我说话，我就要去练这些了！
They both had a c
azy time yeste
day. Whe
I told them to cook, they both said they would
't eat. Actually, I ca
make
ice p
etty well. I ca
oll out
oodles a
d cook po
idge. But I did
't! It's my fault! Bei
g kicked out by my au
t is a matte
of cou
se.
To the squa
e, the
e is a sea of people, exe
cise people a
e p
actici
g ma
tial a
ts, k
ives, gu
s a
d sticks
o su
p
ise, see kick, see some
sault, u
expectedly do
ot k
o
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